I felt immobilized by fear today. A feeling I hadn’t felt in quite a while.
A feeling that I feel is perfectly in-sync with Pluto turning Retrograde yesterday. (Pluto Rx exact dates are from April 24th- October 3, 2019).
Pluto is the planet of transformation, the subconscious ‘what’s below the surface’, breaking down the old to make room for the new, healing our shadow. It’s very spiritual in nature, working on our inner terrain to help us step into our true authentic power.
According to thegoddesscircle.net Pluto Retrograde brings the following lessons: “Looking at the roots of problems and situations. Moving past where we have been held back. Facing shadows. Truth rising to the surface. Transformation. Letting go of what no longer is in the highest good. Paying attention to patterns and what is dragging you down.”
We have a little over 5 months with Pluto Rx in Capricorn. The energies of Pluto Rx will be felt more strongly the days surrounding it (like now!). Yet, over the coming weeks, the personal shifts and realizations will be more subtle as Pluto is a very slow moving planet.. Come October we will look back at who we are now and notice that we are completely different, transformed.
I cried today and wished more tears would fall (for they are such a blessing!). And I have a feeling they will come.
I must surrender from the very center of my being and allow life to move through me. As I take a deep breath and quiet my mind, I feel warmth in my heart. Deep faith and a sense that all is more than okay. I am to simply take on step at a time. One small task at a time. (At this moment the task is writing this post and wow, what medicine it truly is!)
‘Find your internal compass Angelique. Your confidence and assuredness. For it’s there and you’ve never lost it.
Come back to writing. Come back to yourself. Do not fear what lies inside of you. Know that a bigger hand is guiding it all. Pull a card, pull a card is what I hear. The Angels have something they would like to share..’
I asked for guidance that would apply to both you and me Spencer, as well as anyone else reading this message. The question was on advice on how to better understand the current planetary energies surrounding Pluto Rx. I pulled a card from the Archangel Power Tarot Cards by Doreen Virtue & Radleigh Valentine..
The card I received for us is the ‘Queen of Michael.’
Michael is an Archangel whom we call on for protection and guidance.
The message of the card reads as follows:
Situations: You know exactly what to do! Past experiences have prepared you perfectly for the situation you find yourself in. Wisdom blended with humor makes the task easy to accomplish. Give others credit for good intentions rather than perfect action. This is the time in life for advancing your career and getting things done rather than engaging in romantic relationships.
People: A person who has both a brilliant mind and a great sense of humor. Someone who has varied and broad experience in life. Perceptive. Courageous. Analytical. Cool, calm, and collected.
Additional Meanings: A faithful friend. Wise counsel. Feng shui.
This card helped me to remember to not take life so seriously. To trust. And to remember my internal guiding system.
So many people have been asking me about love lately and wondering when I am going to meet my partner. I realize that this subconsciously affects me and I’ve been thinking about it more than I would like to. The card mentions that this time is ‘for advancing your career rather than engaging in romantic relationships’.. And I believe this line was meant just for me. lol My person will appear when its time. And I have far too many other things to focus my attention on that brings such pure joy. Thank you Angels.
So Spencer, as you know I am preparing to fly out of Miami tomorrow afternoon and am heading to Louisiana. Both my family and my car, Soloina, are awaiting me! From there I will drive on April 30th to Austin, TX to begin an Equine Therapy Training Course the 1st of May. I truly feel the magical portal that is awaiting me. I’m looking forward to all that I am going to learn and will be able to share with both the horses and humans!
I hope this message finds you well, in a good place with a warm and happy heart.
P.S. Saturn turns retrograde this coming April 29th. I’ll be writing a bit more about that within the next few days.
P.P.S. Saturn and Pluto were 3 degrees apart this month of April, the closest they will be to each other until their big convergence in January of 2020. Both of their retrogrades are clearing us out to prepare for their big beautiful energetic rendevous!